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moral desireWasting time. Another day spent lolling around in my own self-saturated dreams, of fame, and glory, then of solitude- The satisfying romantisim of dying a lonely thinker; a heroic victorian tradegy. a clever disguise, cutting out the stumble, not stroll, through the higher plain, dismissing anything or anyone that shouts down this comforting escape to a land of sweet recognistion.
To be able to be perfect, but not obnoixously so, beloved and admired by all; but never hat moral desire
by ~semineutral

block in the roadWhy don\'t you see how deep inside my conciousness You somehow go, but then, even i cant see. Many times I\'ve said that I\'m alright with it but now I know that the straightess has turned again, and it will forever, or so it seems. There is no place anywhere for me. Where should I go? What should I be? For now the light is blocked, through my own tangled web of dire insecurities, and memories lie awaiting in the future
for that one disturbance that will resserect the former pain that once corrupted through the innocence. block in the road
by ~semineutral

crime of categorizationCould I capture my essense in a word, Sealed silently with a simple syllable...
The ignorance that brings clarity might be a blessing, as emotions stunt my pemitted expression- Society sneers, and my mind is clouded by my double edged existance. So kill me for commiting this cliche, as the willowed water dries the soul it should be feeding as I watch the poetic swaying of a tree in the wind, but yet i am devoid of its deserved sentiment.
I\'m skinned of my joy my skin lies next to me
what once was one
is now dismemebered
as the beauty of its u crime of categorization
by ~semineutral

The love that liesA delusional longing for a shakespearean fantasy- A freeze framed scene. You watch yourself.
A spy through rose tinted glasses. Then? The glare of ure deciet finally cracks their seemingly solid station. Thready veins of luckwarm feeling flood your vision,and screams Of superficiality resound and rebound Between ure censored logic and broken indentity. Eyes burn at the cross Failings,destroyed, return. Secret longings,forgotten, rise up. The image lies shatterered in a sordid pool of conflicting desires, framed by incessan The love that lies
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~bincola Oct 22, 2003, 12:35:11 AM

hello lynzi how are you today??? I'm ok I'm stuck in a war between my parents and I'm in soo much mental and emoptional pain at the moment, but cannot confide in anyone, cos it's too sensitive to me, except you of course but thats different, I believe you understand me and so can understand how I feel.

how is music, n skool n everyone???
write or txt back soon.
love ya lots
bincola

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~"Every breath you take is an assult on my honour"~My lord and master Prince Vegeta

~I'm watching you from the shadows~

~errrrrrrrrrr C

~bincola Sep 17, 2003, 1:01:08 AM

hey I know I need cooling off time but it has been a month and u hav barely said a word to me that hurts sooo much. Especcially after the "we'll be better friends thing" how can we be better friends if we don't communicate.

love you
Bincola
~if you see a man crying in the street, don't help him, slap him and tell him he's weak"- Tario nakura, ninjitsu master

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~"Every breath you take is an assult on my honour"~My lord and master Prince Vegeta

~I'm watching you from the shadows~

~errrrrrrrrrr C

~bincola Sep 17, 2003, 1:01:04 AM

~I'm watching you from the shadows~

~errrrrrrrrrr C

~semineutral Sep 16, 2003, 11:29:32 AM

hey sorrys havent been able to get on this page for ages but is letting me now! yeah havent written for ages, words seem to not be able to convey correct meaning write now im finding better expression in music, melody that expresses pure emotion uncomplicated but yet so deep, words seem to confuse me as they cause an eruption of words that dont maek sense cause they arent good enough or well put togehter enough to really be worthy of my thought. is very annoying. Im sorry havent talked to u ben, ive been on ure side of the fence and i know that a cooling off time is needed. Im probably not gonna be able to answer ure questions how u want me too but i will try.

~bincola Sep 4, 2003, 3:32:28 AM

hey lynzi hope you are well?

I just writing to say I really wanna talk to you bout some stuff but am afraid to do it on da phone and aint got no credit. please send me a txt or ring or sumfin. da only fing dat kept me sane wen you broke up wiv me is da idea of our friendship growing . N now you havn't talked to me in ages, my mind is slipping and I love you more than ever. PLEASE PLEASE please speak to me or....i don't know but it will hurt me more.

love you
Bincola
~death comes with golden hair~

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~"Every breath you take is an assult on my honour"~My lord and master Prince Vegeta

~I'm watching you from the shadows~

~errrrrrrrrrr C

~bincola Aug 6, 2003, 3:14:27 AM

hey lynzi hows your summer?
hope you are well

i'm melting and hate being forced to stay at home and write a personal statement while my mates are at da beach.
not fair.

well be good.

love ya

bincola
death comes with golden hair

~bincola Jul 16, 2003, 11:44:46 PM

helo my dear Are you alright?

I'm sorry bout si who keeps spamming your page with very short, pointless messages

he just would like you to comment on some of his work.

please sent me a message as well

Love you

bincola
~death comes with golden hair~